Hormon oh hormon

Before i start to write this shit i would like to remind u guys that i'm having unstable hormone due to PMS. So i might curse or in spanish MENCARUT.

Actually, there's nothing to blabber about just to satisfy my gelojak hati,again due to PMS.

Oooh. Alhamdulillah i don't experience any kejang-kejang this time.

However, i found out that Masya Allah susahnya nak bersabar.

Ada je benda nak maki, nak carut, namun memikirkan jantina diri serta agama yang dijunjung ku tabahkan hati menghadapi dugaan-dugaan yang datang.

Haha, before i took my nap at izzat's place i cried. Not really crying but i shed a tear la jugak.

Why? We to wey?

Bulla.

I miss my parents :'(

i text them ;

to 017-669****

daddy ; miss you already

daddy replied ; Imiss you too

wuuuuuu :'(

mom didn't reply but she did called me but i was in toilet and when i realized there's was a miss call from her it was already 23:11

daddy said that umi already gone to bed.

umm. it's kay. at least i manage to talk with ayah anyway.

You know something?

when i'm on red light i will tend to think about DEATH even MORE.

and sometimes i will have difficulties to sleep.

worried if i don't wake up tomorrow.

Today, i've spent almost 3-4 hours listening to 'cinta terakhir by Aiman' as suggested by

Nik Aniyyah (last eid mubarak)

can you imagine?

i'm not really into malay songs. NO OFFENCE

However, i guess i really into this song till i plan to have this song at my wedding reception !

muahahha. But i'm not sure whether this is a happy ending song or some sort of lagu perpisahan

'Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan

mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan

usah ragu dengan takdir

mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan

berakhir nya sebuah percintaan

semuanya ketentuan tuhan'

perpisahan kah?

RASA MACAM GAMBAR TU SALAH TULIS KAN? KE TAK?

I NOT HAS A PMS?

I kan special case so we'll use Have kan? Plus

Nape tak tulis I'm not on PMS

Park Cheek would you like to have this song for our wedding?